Your coldness yesterday made me believe our story was over, made me think about the way in wich I love and how we´ve changed. I talked with mum, alex, and with azahara (whom I realise I missed a lot). They all thought that we (people) must fight for the ones we love, but in our fight we need to know we are loved to. You were in a very weird mood, and feels like you cant decide about love and life. Somehow it hurts me coz I´ve never doubted. Im giving you chances as I use to, please dont make me suffer while you decide. I pray for you to make “the choice”. Dont forget that I love you, even if I say mean things, or hurt you, make you nervous, if I´m selfish… I´m trying to make it better, and I regret my mistakes.
This is the biggest test we´ve ever been through, HWAITTING!
Today I promissed you to be stronger, not to cry easilly or feel miserable. From today ill wait, and smile happilly just because I can see you.